Category Archives: Personal

Behind These Walls

The walls grow higher and higher Blocking out the light The life Stealing me away into a shelter from which I might never see the sun. Behind these walls of solitude and seclusion I’m protected I’m desperate To learn how … Continue reading

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Waking Up

Almost 2 and a half years since I last posted anything here. Unbelievable… Methinks that means it’s time for a change? Time to bring out the paddles and shock this thing back to life. It’s been an eventful few years, … Continue reading

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Shell

There are no words To describe how I feel, My staggering need To burst from the shell I’ve made, or that’s been made By the world, to contain All the dreams that Struggle to break Free, to escape, To be … Continue reading

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Angry

I’m angry at you For not being able to see inside my head; I’m angry at myself For not knowing how to show what can’t be said. So very angry That my veneer conceals too much, That it obscures what’s … Continue reading

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Desperate

Hear The desperate call, Hear The desperate cry; See The longing look, See The downcast eye. Hear The silent whisper, Hear The wretched sigh; Feel The aching hunger, See How much he tries; Tries And tries again, But seems always … Continue reading

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Earning the Darkness

Lost in the light, With no one there to see; Then shadows come, And darkness sets me free. Free to retreat, To find that place inside, Where worlds are made To hide the world outside: A world too bright, Too … Continue reading

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Inside

Screaming inside; There’s no one who hears. Aching inside, For too many years. Frustration, inside; There’s no one who sees. Desperation, inside, The frantic disease. Inside, all inside; Appearing unstirred. Untroubled, outside; The tempest unheard.

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Lost Again

I’m finding myself, There I am; then lost again. Where should I look now?

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Cupid’s Lovesick Freak

Do you see the desperation in my eyes? Is that why you’re waving good-bye When I’ve hardly had time to say hello? Do you hear the longing in my words? Is that why you seem so deterred When I’ve barely … Continue reading

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No Longer a Choice

Where did the time go; Where is the me of yesterday? Where did my dreams go, And why am I here today? How did I get here And can I go back? The future’s not clear; My vision’s gone black. … Continue reading

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